discovery

today just learnt some stuff i din noe. changed my views of someone. i think its true, i was very biased in the past. now i am learning wat is gg on actually. is it too late? i think so. but better late than nvr. sigh. actually many ppl r nice ppl, just tt they seem different from who they actually r. most ppl r very nice once u get to noe them. i think i hv been very opinionated in the past. this must change. after all, dint jesus tell us not to judge others?

finally discovered y god made things the way they r now. does it mean just beacause u r at the front means that u learn the most? guess not. after all, god's showing me so much now and teaching me so much abt myself, abt Him, and abt everything around me. yup. so happy to be in His prescence.

Hallelujah

wah. cock. my skin cant even last for 12 mins of jogging. damn shitty. then im damn laggy in sets. wah. at this rate, i dun think i can even catch up wif the training. damn.

was bored. so went to watch campus superstar. wah. some ppl hv no brains. sing songs tt r too hard for them. lol. esp the females. see all the n00bs go sing 梁静茹 and 孙燕姿. i say gg. but the best was 遗失的美好. judges listen until complain. haha. poor souls. stuck there for three days on end listening to the same songs getting disfigured over and over again. lolz. i must say that those who sang 会有那么一天 flat r just.... no comment. but the best was the ... who attempted 可惜不是你. yupz. tts teh song u hear on the blog now. which has been rotting here for more than a mth. lol. some ppl just dunno wat songs to pick.

yongqian tagged me. lol. some stupid quiz. dun really feel like, but i realise tt i do not hv anything to do anyway other than playing KoL (frankly, im quite sian of it now), yeah. im doing it.

Rules of the game:
1) Post 5 weird or random facts about yourself.
2) At the end, write the names of 5 people whom you want to do this quiz, then tag in their blog to leave them a note to tell them to see your blog.

ok, i think im a very ordinary person, so there r no weird facts abt me. so i shall go into the random facts. xD

1) i am a member of RIBB
2) i am a member of RIMC
3) i am a member of REX
4) i am a member of 3L/2005
5) my name is lam zhen yu

ok. done. :P











lol. tt was stupid. lets try again. WHEE!!!! (imagine lamzy shouting -shouting includes screaming, screeching, etc etc..- that out. shall not put it as my music lest ppl get addicted to my blog)

1) in smo 2005, lamzy got 11th in ri in senior section. drawing with seng teck at 30 pts. grrr.....
2) for all those ppl out there who do not hv any brains, lamzy's can sing properly. the voice tt lamzy normally sings in is NOT his natural singing voice
3) although lamzy has trained for 2 aq seasons (3 to be), lamzy has not run a single nano metre in aq for the company. lol.
4) contrary to wat sgt ma believes, lamzy DOES NOT wish to be a singer. i didnt go to j8 today and am not gg tmr either. although its true tt lamzy once wanted to be one, but thats another story....
5) despite having the greatest vocal range around, able to go rather low and *a bit* high, (max, u may be higher than me but u cant go low)(zach, u may be able to go lower than me but u cant go high. at all.), lamzy is tone deaf. which makes it hard for him to tune his guitar.

yeah. done. actually some of those facts were quite weird, rite? lol.

due to the fact tt all the blogs i visit already kenna except max, who is in indo, and tt yyq refused to gimme 5 ppl to sabo, i shall not list anybody's name. yup.

today. guess what. lamzy played the guitar from after breakfast to 1530, stopping only for lunch. for those ppl who think lamzy has now turned into a guitar hardcore after his guitar has been tuned, playing for 5 hrs at the least in one go, u dun noe lamzy well enuf. lamzy woke up today at 1230. and lamzy is not known in the family for not lazing around after waking up. go figure what time i finished my breakfast.

bathed. chased my sis off the com. opened my profile. almost fainted. msn and 2 windows were opened. yyq asking me sth abt max and ben asking me to dota. lol. and they were sent at abt 1pm. wth. 3 hrs. luckily msn cuts off after a period of inactivity. stupid sis lah. opened my profile by accident, and guess what she did. SWITCH USER. gg.

as i signed into msn, jappy called me. jack. asked me how to install ft. helped him. thought tt he could play after he finished. but he was mugging french. so lamzy played soccer... on warcraft. haha. then felt bored, so called ben khoo to a dota match. centaur warchief vs juggernaut. first item, reaver. xD. wah. let ben khoo get first blood cos my com had to lag just b4 he appeared and unlag when my health was red. lol. but went on a tower pushing rampage. had 140 str. whee. thx to heart and the gay ulti. +36 str. damn pro. then ben khoo had to leave. wah. push his base tower until red liao. just needed one more push. cos lamzy had 2.8k health and >150 dmg. sigh. had heart, boots, platemail. was gg to get dagger of escape liao. sigh.

another aq training

another day of aq. same sets and everything. except lamzy did one of the most smart things: eating breakfast at 745 when training starts at 8. *claps. ok lah. at least my skin felt more resistant today. yupz.

went cell. gay. like how many 60th ppl. lol. we shld get more non-60th ppl into cell. yeah. its gd. else it will just turn into the 60th christian cell. which is not the purpose in the first place. guess the message was gd. very true. but wonder how many will take it seriously... sighz.

then terence came over to tune my guitar. asked him for some advice on how to do singspiration and stuff. he also discussed with me abt some spiritual growth stuff. yup. very helpful. thx, terence.:D

nht course

wah. last night couldnt sleep. damn crap. tossed and turned in bed for a full 2.5 hrs. maybe even more. yup. sigh. then only managed to sleep a total of abt 3 hrs. wth. then aq. sigh. my skin not condidtioned for aq yet. hopes tt it becomes better. else i will die. sigh. so screwed up. run wif skin itching like some balls. yucks.

b4 nht got some time. so go lan. zach and joel vs geoff yyq and i. lol. zach butcher. joel pandaren. i sk. yyq lucifer. geoff klinks. lol. got whacked. cant stand it. 3 kills 1 death. damn sian. died cos i didnt look at for my mana. so couldnt reincarnate. ouch. basically zach was owning like balls.

nht. dunno y walk from city hall all the way to fort canning. nvm. wun comment. nht was spastic. like, just walk around talking cock. no comment.

领悟

yesterday rather a lot of things happened. i mean like, ppl around me may not feel those events r significant, but its like, god has solved a very huge prob of mine. yeah. i noe wat happened on this day was not by coincidence. definitely. they work out in such a logical sequence that it must be sth from god. yeah. just thought abt it and prayed last nite. finally think im out of this troubles. yupz.

today. fun parade. wah. 2-0 (sq 6), 1-5 (sq 4), 1-0 (sq 5), 6-5 (sq 1-penalties). yesh. we won. wah. but my goalkeeping today like dunno wat lah. conceeded 10. wah. got lubbed by the powers of gabby, joel and deshawn. gay. lolz. the best still: one slide on ben khoo earned me 3 abraisions. clap clap clap. and one ass abraision tt took me 1 min to recover. ouch. but must thank linus. shot in the two critical goals. damn pro.

treausre hunt. wah. got two more abraisions. gay sia. the math qn is like... i think its sec4 standard. !!!!!!. i think. hvent got down to doing it yet. dun even noe y they put it there. chao imba. im sure. it will take me at least a gd 15 min to do the qn. will do when im less brain dead. then shall show the imba ness of the qn. siao. got 2nd. ok lahz