You Are My Hiding Place

You are my hiding place
You always fill my heart
With songs of deliverance
Whenever I am afraid
I will trust in You

I will trust in You
Let the weak sayI am strong
In the strength of the Lord

You are my hiding place
You always fill my heart
With songs of deliverance
Whenever I am afraid
I will trust in You

I will trust in You
Let the weak say I am strong
In the strength of the Lord
I will trust in You

service today was gd. message was relevant to my context now. abt how to win battles in our lives. just feel that this might jolly well be the ans God has provided me for my problems now. sigh. hope it works out. ps dinah told me to trust in God to do it. i guess thats all i can do now anyway.

3 ppl commented today that i look like joash?! yeah. and chow in even said that i look like her bro. :S. dotz. y does lamzy look like everyone? i hv been said to look like terence, zy and now even joash. dotz. wait until the day someone says i look like tan long or max ... that will be totally complete man

i must really commend the planning of the gep camp lorz. they make us go to plaza sing with 6 surveys each, tell us to complete it, take our lunch and report at 445, and guess wad time we were told this? 1215. -.-. spas. damn stone lorz. i just stoned and stoned and stoned until cannot stone anymore, then go home. lolz. damn gd use of four hours lah. got like a 100000 things better to do than stone at ps.

just very sianz and tired now. then got another prob that is totally spoiling my mood now. not telling wad it is, but its like, damn depressing lahz. nvm. shall see how God leads me thru this one. trust in Him, i guess. sighz

do u sometimes feel that u wish that u dun have sth? just feel that i have been too sheltered liao. now that i get to see what is waiting outside, all the stuff outside that i really hope that i will never get the chance to experience. like, seeing how beautiful one side of the spectrum looks never prepared me to see the ugliness of the other side of the spectrum. perhaps u hv to see the ugly to fully appreciate the beautiful? anyway i shld hv known that this will hafta happen one day. just not really prepared. 6 days and 3 revelations? how sudden can that get. sighz. just hafta close my eyes now and walk by sth else rather than sight, i guess....

ok. lets change the mood of this post. getting too gloomy liao. yup. today just went for baptism class. yup. i am getting baptised soon. YAY!!!! yeah. that was teh topic i was talking abt the last post (excluding the stupid answers i gave for cts). yup. will be on the 10th of June (and not the 3rd, as mr sia has told me -.-). yup. changi beach. haha. a bit ulu. guess this is a step of faith that i have to make lahz.

rally

so today was the day. liwei last min got a spiritual attack and fell sick. dotz. but i cant say he doesnt deserve it. go look at his blog. lol. but he still made it down in the end lahz. the rally was good. felt God's presence there and the message was gd. shall not talk too much abt the details lah. shld protect the privacy of the ppl involved. :P. but i just felt a breakthrough in some ppl. thats gd

dunno lahz. just felt sth wrong today. i hv no comments. dunno which is the rite opinion. just say that i will leave it to God and let him reward/punish the ppl involved as He sees fit. just a learning point for me also

really stupid ct mistake 2

"copper in the coke from the carbon cycle is used in the extracting of iron"

struggles....

sigh. just feel so troubled by this issue? haha. just suddenly popped out today. is pressure gd in this case? dunno leh. but i must see wads holding me back... wads the reason i feel this way. more time? need space for return? hmm. wdv lahz. i really rather confused today. maybe shld wait until after tmr then think abt it lahz. just too tired and too caught up with tmr's event. haha. but mingzhu helped me quite a bit there, i guess. need time. but i think i roughly noe which direction to take alr. guess perhaps i shld take the plunge? yup.

i noe im blabbering. for that guy who noes wad i am talking abt, by saturday, k?

really stupid ct mistake 1 xD

found in lamzy's paper:

'... because zinc is more reactive than zinc"

dotz. stay tuned for more. wanna slp liao

feel so tired now. cts results some released liao. yup. i feel God has been rather gd to me lahz. results r rather respectable. honestly. but i admit i do feel disappointed in some subjects lah. missed target for math, chem and english so far. :O tmr receiving back chinese hist phy. can pls dun two of them target 85? haha. just pray taht i will accept the results no matter wad it is...

how i wish friday would come....
in more ways than one...

yeah. i noe that doesnt rhyme

today finally attended ex. haha. after two weeks finally could return liao. halfway thru the message i just took out one of the pieces of paper that i din manage to fill in some weeks ago, and just manage to fill up the whole column. guess that a lot of things that has happened changed me a lot. i guess a few weeks ago i thought that it was gg to be such a hard job to accomplsih, but miraculously i managed to go thru it. hmm. by faith.

anyways zhaoyu has given me a new name. 篮振宇. bleah.

lamzy

dotz. now its like, everybody's calling me lamzy all over the place. teachers call me lamzy, frens call me lamzy, juniors call me SGT lamzy, even capt calls me lamzy. rofl. i even have strangers i dun noe calling me lamzy. (maybe its because im wearing my class jersey?).

hmm. thinking abt the name lamzy reminds me of my pri sch days. i still rmb the event. cos cat high gave each of us an email account, sorta like asknlearn, where we could interact wif each others and teachers. yup. so they took yr surname, then ur two initials to form ur username, like cheongfg, limkp, etc etc. and so wad did i get? LAM Zhen Yu. lamzy. lolz. then everyone was like, lamzy? wow. and the name just stuck wif me. dotz.

then in bb, i started off as zhenyu. then my cat high classmates (namely a certain tall fudge and a certain fat kp) told the whole world i was called lamzy. then geoff and zach told everyone in bb. dotz. and now everyone calls me lamzy.

regarding SGT lamzy, that was during bb week briefing this yr. geoff was like, guys, listen to SGT lamzy. LOL. yeah. and my very dear sec1 squadmate ( i only hv one. go figure) wrote SGT Lamzy under SS2 for his target. so pro?

maybe i shld change my name to lamzy. lamzy lam zhen yu. sounds strange leh. maybe not...

hmm. its amazing how God really makes a way for us whenever we ask Him for help. its like, many things that i thought impossible a week ago, things that seem impropable against the 'norms' just worked out. esp today. just feel so relieved today. managed to get down to doing so many things He has put in my heart to do. feel so happy.

post cts

havent posted here in a long time. sigh. its like, nowadays my posts r so cryptic that only a few ppl can understand wad im talking abt. and out of these very few ppl, only one actually comes to this dump. considering just deleting it. so many things that i cannot say anyways. just thank God for all the ppl that i can talk to abt my problems, and not just dump my problems here and think i've left them behind.

anyways cts were fine for me. just hope that they remain fine even after they r returned back to me. xD. bio chinese math ss tmr. c hows lah. anyway im past worrying abt results alr.

just feel so slack now. haha. 3 days of holiday this wk. just like, stay at home and slack. whee. but now theres like one date on my calender that is highlighted in bold, italics and highlighted in red. eeks. 19th of may. i hv two major things due on that day and one major event. : y cannot spread out. now got so much work to do? boohoo.

anyway for those of u who still dun noe, i have changed church liao. joined terence's church. Harvester Assembly of God. yeah. felt God's calling. abt time anyway. haha. promised terence for a long time liao.

finally got down to changing my blog music. its now lead me on, found in the cd they gave out during FoP last yr. yupp.

recently just was listening to songs.. then realised how all these songs brought new meaning to me. like, last time just sang them more for the sake of singing them than the true meaning behind them. now its like, at least i really understand within me what the song means and i can appreciate it. many of these songs now let me look back at those things i have picked up and left behind. so much has happened this yr...

one of the songs that i really feel has new meaning now in my life:

You are forever in my life

You see me through the seasons

Cover me with Your hand

And lead me in Your righteousness

And I look to You

And I wait on You

I will sing to You, Lord

A hymn of love

For Your faithfulness to me

Im carried in everlasting arms

Youll never let me go

Through it all

Hallelujah, hallelujah

praise God.