i've decided to close down this blog. cos i have no time to go and keep on updating it, and im lazy to. so, bb

sick...

eeks. lamzy is sick now. got sore throat and fever. aiyohz. the whole world is sick. went for prayer session in church office yesterday, and u could hear everyone coughing. ya. the cough bug. :( and another thing i learnt: fasting does not go easy on sick ppl. actually, i din realize my sickness was that bad b4 today. ya. just tot it was some stupid sore throat. then evolved into a fever today, until i could barely pay attention during cell. eeks. so sad. :(

long time no blog....

sigh. the hols have perhaps been the most unproductive one i've had for a loooong time. hmm. not that i really mind. :D havent touched a single piece of hw except my 200 word chem essay :/ looks like im in for work work work and work. lolz. dunno wad to say lah.

today just felt like i had a brush wif reality again. dunno y. maybe its cos i drifting for so long liao then din really think abt such stuff. yeah. but feel rather unmotivated today after some stuff that happened lah. really rather demoralising to see such stuff happening lolz. sighz.

but i did have quite a lot of fun today. hardcoring basketball. haha. din have so much fun with the 60th ppl since june ex. yup. really gg to miss the time when i leave 60th. which will be quite soon. feel very sad for some ppl... leaving wif regrets. sigh. think the only thing we can do is to warn the next batch against these kind of stuff lah.

sorta feel burnt out now. i guess this would come sooner or later lah. either i dun care abt sth, or i throw myself fully into it. not that its bad, but sometimes one just burns out.... guess really hafta seek God for this strength to carry on lahz.

baptism

phew. finally got baptised today. one whole load off me mind. yup. just feel that all those that i had to go thru b4 today showed me sth lah. so now this is a lesson to me also lahz. also feel free liao. haha.

looking thru the stuff they gave me after my baptism. they labelled me as a mugger. =( so sad. so thats wad my frens think of me. boohoo.

but now im rather encouraged by the stuff that they have written for me lah (even though i noe it was done last min;) ) yup. just feel that this baptism has been a very significant and meaningful one. and i realise how much support my frens r giving me. thx to those in REX and those who hv helped me in some way or another :)

jappy just sent me this pic today:

this is just sooo wrong. eeks. must watch out next time im taking fotos

btw, for those who dunno wad im talking abt, look closely.

june ex

fine. finally shall stopped being lazy and talk abt this. yupp. june ex was fun. first day was sian. din even manage to go to the hot springs :( cos theres some frigging long walk in and it was alr late and we were tired and we were just sian. but a number of things happened on the bus. like the wonderful signs u see along the way. the best was a sign that read "enjoy the goodness of CB biscuits" but i din manage to take that one. :( me and yongqian also composed a song for goeff to sing to his *er hmm* but i shall not post it on here cos its NC16. those who want it, ask me over msn.















.. and the typical sleep shots u get to take on the bus










... with some scandalous positions involved. tsk tsk.




yup. so after the looong bus trip, we chiong into the toilet. and they told me that in the time that i took to pee, geoff yyq and bryce all finished thier business. :/ lolz. we hopped on this lorry that went at some siao speed. but it was fun. haha.

reached the nature resort, got damn surprised at how modern the place there is. : amazing. maybe we too pessimistic liao lahz. haha. din manage to slp well cos of all the mosquitoes and my lack of a comfortable wdv. then i wake up, what do i feel? wet. then i realise that the grndsht covering myself had dew forming below it. wad in the world? dotz.

white water rafting was fun. but out guide was :(. female. weak. and i shall say my teammates r not too strong either. sianz. but it din really spoil the fun, i must say. luckily i wasnt wif marv. lolz. he was like, lamzy, did u see the h0t female instructor? lolz. marvin is too horny liao. shes not bad, but just by listening to his description u think shes like how chio and hot and everything thrown together. he so horny that he lost his specs. maybe cos his eyes popped out too much liao. :P hike was ok? yeah. muddy :( ended up throwing one of my socks away. but nvm lahz. i still have my 3 for 10 人民币 ankle socks. =D

3rd day had caving. felt that was fun. haha. quite cool crawling thru all the openings. watching junda walk arnd like some blurtobe with jappy's glasses on was quite funny also. haha. then waterfall. another wet activity. but i din really enter the water. yeah. took quite some nice fotos of the waterfall.


and these voyeurs. changing to their trunks in PUBLIC. in front of all the families and etc. yucks. disgusting perverts.

and heres ben khoo showing his undies.


went to hotel. spent the nite playing cards with the gay freaks junming and binglong, who tried to find any, and i mean ANY excuse to rape anyone. dotz. but it was a fun nite. haha.

next morning go home liao. went petronas and saw some ppl freaking out on the bridge. like, i din even feel any vibrations at all? but im glad to say that i hv rather managed to conquer my fear of heights. ;). when i was young it was so bad tat i only dared to climb a rock wall for like abt 2-3 mins. haha. which isnt very high, cos i was only p5 then. :P

din shop much, just bought a small b'dae present for my sis, then came back liao. on the way back saw some movies. yeah. then back home. and thats it. dotz.