my glorious

saturday EX was really a very great time. really felt God's presence in the place and was able to worship Him freely throughout the whole period. somehow just feel that God has released something in me that i have been suppressing this whole period, but do not really understand what it is. the sessions with ps nerina have been very good for me to discover more about myself and the way i function.

during EX, the song 'My Glorious' spoke to me quite a bit. it made me realise that God should be my glorious and not anything else. whichever area it may be, my glory in God should always be greater and more impt to me than the glory of any other thing. currently, i'm struggling with something that is happening now. it is going to end soon, but still, i just feel that the past memories of times when i have been rejected and disappointed are coming back. guess this is God really showing me stuff about myself. joash told me not to worry, cos perhaps God is giving me a chance, after i have been breaking free of some of the stuff that has been holding me down for the past few years... for me, i feel that its all abt my need to surrender to God

sunday service also helped me to allow God to come into my heart and speak to me. on being bitter vs better. this incident has shown me that there are still a lot of brokenness and bitterness in me due to what had happened in the past. must really allow God to come in and heal these things that are inside of me.

A man's steps are directed by the LORD.
How then can anyone understand his own way?

-Proverbs 20:24