confused...

sigh. went thru nco council yesterday. suddenly realized that we r gg to take over soon. like, its so sudden. just not thinking abt it and it just creeps up on u. its like, i just wonder who our cs will be, wat he will do. our batch is like, everybody has such a strong will that if the cs doesnt watch out there will definitely be conflict. thinking abt wat i will be also. ss? think dats the most realistic post tt i will get. hope to be at least vice sq-council chairman. yup. just so freaked out by the thought tt within two months we will be in charge of the coy….

sth mentioned during the nco council also worried many of us. damn worried abt it. so few? its like…. just feel tt it wont be very fair to some. just rather worried abt it. ive got the feeling tt after the posts r released many ppl r gg to be sadly disappointed. and this time round it may not be members of just one batch…

just discussing to yyq early this morning abt our cs. as cheekeen said, every Boy wishes to be the cs. its like, everybody just wants in their hearts to be cs and posts such as ss r like n00b. not saying tt im not guilty of thinking all these, but i just feel that the cs will have a freaking hard job

sigh… yq’s batch set a high standard. can we keep it up?