just thought i shld blog abt today. yup. basically abt cell lah. today just went to cell like any other thursday. sorta went in also to take a break from all the mess in my life now. plenty of deadlines to meet. now for bb week, im i/c for sth, sub-i/c for sth else, and 2nd i/c under terence for sth else. lolz. thats like how siao lor. sianz. anyway hopefully this yr bb week can slack. after all, most of my involvement will be during sundays. shldnt be that bad off. :P. but of course theres the planning and the paper work :(

back to the topic. yeah. so after everybody gathered and some introductions, we started worship. worship was very gd. many of us broke down. yupz. really hv to watch myself lorz. hv so much stuff inside me to let out. was just shouting there for goodness noes how long. the longest i hv ever experienced so far. it was just like just being trapped in there, shouting like some mad maniac. like i would never stop. when it finally stopped, i felt relief. for gdness noes how many wks, maybe even mths.

fell refreshed now. at least not as tired as the past few days. sigh. must go back to daily life again... at least now i noe how much nonsense there was in me trying to get out. must watch out for myself.