do u sometimes feel that u wish that u dun have sth? just feel that i have been too sheltered liao. now that i get to see what is waiting outside, all the stuff outside that i really hope that i will never get the chance to experience. like, seeing how beautiful one side of the spectrum looks never prepared me to see the ugliness of the other side of the spectrum. perhaps u hv to see the ugly to fully appreciate the beautiful? anyway i shld hv known that this will hafta happen one day. just not really prepared. 6 days and 3 revelations? how sudden can that get. sighz. just hafta close my eyes now and walk by sth else rather than sight, i guess....

ok. lets change the mood of this post. getting too gloomy liao. yup. today just went for baptism class. yup. i am getting baptised soon. YAY!!!! yeah. that was teh topic i was talking abt the last post (excluding the stupid answers i gave for cts). yup. will be on the 10th of June (and not the 3rd, as mr sia has told me -.-). yup. changi beach. haha. a bit ulu. guess this is a step of faith that i have to make lahz.