learning to relax

arrgghh.. so many thigns on my mind now... bq, smo, handover. yup. think i sorta scrweed up my interview yesterday. its like... freaky. sort of ans very poorly to some qns. now talking to a few batchmates, wont say who, feeling even more confused. dotz.

still got hw, have to mug for 2 comps. its like, gg. cant be bothered to start mugging for smo and its like, in 6 days? sigh. really gg to spend the 3 hrs in the lt looking at the birds, as sean teck puts it. diao.

inspired by a song at church today. realised that only god can help me fill up the hole tts inside me:

here i am, standing in front of u
a broken heart, an empty cup
here i am and i'm asking of u
take me apart
fill me up

i come to u an empty soul
to the brim fill me up
take my life and make me whole
pour it til it overflows

my cup runneth over