long time no blog....

sigh. the hols have perhaps been the most unproductive one i've had for a loooong time. hmm. not that i really mind. :D havent touched a single piece of hw except my 200 word chem essay :/ looks like im in for work work work and work. lolz. dunno wad to say lah.

today just felt like i had a brush wif reality again. dunno y. maybe its cos i drifting for so long liao then din really think abt such stuff. yeah. but feel rather unmotivated today after some stuff that happened lah. really rather demoralising to see such stuff happening lolz. sighz.

but i did have quite a lot of fun today. hardcoring basketball. haha. din have so much fun with the 60th ppl since june ex. yup. really gg to miss the time when i leave 60th. which will be quite soon. feel very sad for some ppl... leaving wif regrets. sigh. think the only thing we can do is to warn the next batch against these kind of stuff lah.

sorta feel burnt out now. i guess this would come sooner or later lah. either i dun care abt sth, or i throw myself fully into it. not that its bad, but sometimes one just burns out.... guess really hafta seek God for this strength to carry on lahz.