spiritual warfare

what has happened today is so real. really showed me the reality of spiritual warfare. its a war. and the devil's fighting back. think those few seconds was the moment in my life so far that i was the most shocked. maybe God is trying to teach me something, but i do not know very surely what He is doing. all i know is that this incident will either make or break me. i will either be so determined after what has happened today that i dedicate myself to fighting this fight of faith, or i will become so fearful and retreat into my fear. i feel really protected, at least, thank God for placing these people around me who prayed for me when they knew what happened. dwelling in spiritual stuff and all that is good, but i guess its when God really brings things into the natural realm that i really get to strengthen my faith and see that my prayers and all that is not going into the air.

if you do not know what i'm talking about, and wish to know more, come and ask me personally.

God, protect my mind and soul. I really need Your protection upon me now.