l'ochnessmonster

orientation has been quite fun. made quite a few frens, have quite a gd OG, did a lot of fun stuff (NOT dancing) but somehow just feel a bit strangely lost. like just the constant need to have attention just returned to me and whenever i dont have attention from others i will feel strange and all that. just feel that this is an indicator that i dont feel secure enough in God. hmm

God, help me to drink from You, such that I will never become thirsty again (John 4:14)

and i also feel that i have been under spiritual attack. or maybe i am exaggerating. maybe its just a problem taht i have not really dealt with and is returning. whatever the case, i would need to set it right. sometimes just feel so tired having to return back and resolve it every time, but i guess God has His good reasons why these must always happen to me. maybe cos i really need to learn

Lord, let me not forget my first love for You, and let not other things distract me from this love and cause me to lose my focus. Help me to deny my flesh, and be able to fulfill whatever that You have placed in my heart to accomplish.

time to move forward