Fellowship of the Unashamed

I am part of the fellowship of the unashamed.
I have the Holy Spirit power
The dye has been cast; I have stepped over the line.
The decision has been made.
I am a disciple of Jesus Christ.
I won’t look back, let up, slow down, back away, or be still.
My past is redeemed, my present makes sense, and my future is secure.
I am finished and done with low living, sight walking, small planning, smooth knees, colorless dreams, tame visions, mundane talking, chintzy giving and dwarfed goals.

I no longer need pre-eminence, prosperity, position, promotions, plaudits, or popularity.
I don’t have to be right, first, tops, recognized, praised, regarded or rewarded.
I now live by presence, learn by faith, love by patience, lift by prayer and labor by power.
My pace is set, my gait is fast, my goal is heaven, my road is narrow, my way is rough, my companions few, my guide reliable, my mission clear.
I cannot be bought, compromised, deterred, lured away, turned back, diluted, or delayed.
I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of adversity, negotiate at the table of the enemy, ponder at the pool of popularity, or meander in the maze of mediocrity.

I won’t give up, back up, let up, or shut up until I’ve preached up, prayed up, paid up, stored up, and stayed up for the cause of Christ.
I am a disciple of Jesus Christ.
I must go until He returns, give until I drop, preach until all know, and work until He comes.

And when He comes to get His own, He will have no problem recognizing me. My colors will be clear.

- Bob Moorehead

Come By Here

Come by here
When I'm all alone
When the world is caving in on me
When my dreams are hard to hold

Come by here
Jesus won't You pass me by
Take my hands and walk me through my fears
Walk me through the valley

And even though sometimes my heart
May tend to go astray
Everytime You show me the way

Come by here
In the day, in the night
And through the rain
I want to wake up everyday
To find You by me
You're my all, You're my everything
There will never be a closer friend than this
Jesus You're my heart's eternal bliss

Somehow school life has started becoming so... superficial. just feel that i have no true friends around me and i'm just getting so caught up with socialising, and having fun, gossiping abt others etc. but in the midst of that, have i managed to find any true friends who will stand beside me in times of trouble, who i can pour my heart to and vice versa? still rmb last yr when i was talking abt this issue with zoulong.

maybe thats why zoulong had to leave. cos if he didnt, i would just be so close to him and i wouldnt really be caring much abt those around me. but at the rate i am relating to my friends, what's the point? i don't get it. i know its not very healthy for me to want the world and God at the same time, but i feel its so hard to pull out at times.

at EX today and pm last night felt it so hard to worship God and found myself constantly getting distracted by all kinds of stupid things. perhaps this is God's sign to me. this song really spoke a lot to me. enough of trying to stuff the God-shaped hole within me with all sorts of stuff

Jesus, come.