holidays over

arrggg... y must gd things fly by so quickly? damn. hafta adapt to waking up early. yawn. darn sian. nearly overslept. yup. but im happy i quit 3rd lang. yay. slept for 1 whole hr in the library yesterday. :D lol.

my stomach is screwed. :S... kenna lao sai yesterday. ouch. ran off after my health check to the toilet. and did i mention tt i still have perfect eyesight? xD. i guess things like tt will stabilise when i reach a certain age, so though i lanned so much in the hols, all i got was slightly bloodshot eyes. yaay.

stress. so many things on now. bq. must mug. but no time. smo. sad life. recieved practice papers, cannot do. wat r the chances tt i will just stone the 3 hrs away? then today tls told me during math class, 'zhen yu, stop idling. u shld get ready for ur 2nd round.' fong. now the onyl time i have to take a rest is gone. boo hoo.... . editorial team. hao liao. ms tang passed me a stack of photos today. wat r the chances tt i will kenna have to choose the fotos for the magazine? dunno... re. still in a slump. now jd tells me tt they r gg to have sq outing on next monday, when we agreed to meet up and trash everything on tt day. arrgh. so crap. y must put me in a dilemma?

now shawn is pushing evangilical work in the coy. wah seh. so sudden. its like, its rather forceful and freaky for those who do not yet believe. but me feels tt this is sth that shld have happened long ago. yup. we were having a kind of dry spell in our coy. now tt its happened, its a gd thing. yup.

oh. fong wants to put me as grp leader for the malaysian trip. erm... like dere's anything impt to be handled like the grp leader arh.. nvm lah. tt trip will be like, relaxation trip? after all the stress here it would be quite welcome lah.

sigh... we all have no lives

sq outing

wah liao.... finally discovered how shitty crowded ps is during the afternoon. went to gv to watch movie for sq outing, decided on initial d, then found out that the only seats were only in the first row. erm... so we went lanning!

siao lah. discovered tt i had lanned for 4.5 hrs and spent 9 bucks. xD. turning damn hardcore. i believe lah. dota then cs then dota. siao. btw, meridian lan shop is not suitable for sq outing if u wanna play cs. some cocked up cd key thing. can only play up to 6 in a game. in the end, half play cs and half play dota. erm... must find another gd place to lan

sianz...

in t3h library now doing my work.lk adn cheeks sitting in front of me. sian siah. so crappy. doing me portfolio. finished only one poem after like, how long :D. arrgghh.. i wouldnt be here if not for my frigging slow com at home. yup. damn bored. dun even feel like doing my work but thats life.

met sean teck in the canteen just now while taking a drink. told me tt i was in the 2nd round for smo. checked the website. its true. 9th july. dotz. dun even noe whether i shld go. i mean, my standard is so suck. maybe can get into 2nd round lah, but not beyond tt lah. too n00b. now tt im chosen i would also have to study more. esp. trigo identities. got owned in the smo cos of tt. sigh.

ldc day 3

woke up, breakfast, clean up, then test. wow. discovered tt the qns were all those tt alex wong asked yyq when he threatened to capsize him if he got wrong. darn. y couldnt I have listened? grrr…. confirm fail one. at least 80% of the campers confirm fail. siao. 8 out of 10 qn correct to pass. nvm lah. just hafta go back hq to redo paper. dotz.

then interview, which is actually assessment. calvin tan accessed me. wa liao. damn kind. got 28 out of 30. xD. lost marks in communication and leadership skills. hmm… then the graduation ceremony tt we didn’t plan for. for some reason, alpha had a new participant by the name of yang yong qian… and he got best trainee!!! wow. clap clap clap.

after dismissal, hanged around for sometime. wah liao. the 12th ppl r quite evil. called josh, jon and janson t3h sister act 3 behind their backs. no comment. planned to go dota with the rest. calvin tan heard. asked us to ask him along next time. erm, we will get pwn, but nvm. for t3h fun of it. then at mrt, someone … er hmm… decided not to go arh. forced us all to go home. toots.

then jd claimed he saw victoria chu at campsite. all of us didnt. but as geoff said, he cant help it. xD

ldc day 2

t3h most exciting day. sea ex. woke up, fall in for pt, then calvin tan told us they not in mood to take us for pt, tell us next hr go count sheep. :p bravo were late by like, a few sec and ended up doing push ups. intermittent pt, as calvin tan calls it.

after breakfast, we had a taste of how interesting calvin tan punishes ppl (w/o t3h use of corporal punishment). damn creative. hafta use our mess tins and clean every single bench in the canteen, even those that r not dirty. y? cos the milo will evaporate and leave behind invisible powder. and even hafta clean those tt we didnt use. y? cos benches got four legs, can walk to the other side. yup. completely crappy, but what can u expect from an officer who comes from a company so gd at crapping? xD

6 of us went recce. all 60th, for some strange reason. guess who we were. anyway, went there, found it. but got more to it. our coy got 21 ppl, but only 3 kayaks and raft can take 13 ppl, which means 19 capacity at one trip, 2 extra ppl. so? me and kiat wee had to stay behind while the others took the kayaks back. erm. can imagine being with him on an island for 4.5 hrs? tts wat happened to me. lucky got officer from 2nd too by name of ivan with us. nice guy. then kw had to kope my radio and play indian music and like ‘lamzy sing leh’ wah liao. my source of sanity almost drove me mad. nvm. koped it back in the end and listened to radio while sunbathing. xD. watched the coast getting covered by water until we only had a rather cramped space to stay. damn happy when we saw yyq plus some officers come with lunch.

watched alex wong (the guy replacing alex yeo next yr) half capsizing yyq if he failed to answer questions abt bb. tot he was freaking unlucky, until today. yup.

returned. pretty uneventful, except we owned bravo hands down. changed kayakers two times and still owning them like mad. dotz. -.-“ packed up, cleaned up, then field cooking. wah liao. the 2nd ppl r damn freaking pro at cooking. wat black pepper chicken, soup, onion omelette, fried vege… and it tasted damn gd! must learn from them. pwnzors.

watched bravo doing night drill cos they lost to us. 50 kebelakans on march. siao. we shld have lost so they wouldnt hafta do it. calvin tan wont do much to us anyway. went instead to do some ghost walk. everybody suddenly became chickens. yup. damn farny. but the walk was quite gd lah, I admit.

slept at 0330 hrs.

ldc day 1

back. try to remember wat happened during the camp. hopefully, me wont leave out much. :D

erm… we were almost late. yeah. realized tt we had left sch at 445. oops. chionged to j8, ta bao burgers and went to sembawang. whee. finished my cheese fries as the bus came in. changed like how fast at campsite. ended up in coy alpha. together with jd, yyq, ky, geoff, kkw, jon, josh, janson. yup. then alex yeo asked for volunteers for csm. whatever u do, DO NOT be the csm for the first day. yup. he is the one who helps the remaining csms by screwing up and thus telling the rest wat not to do. so I was stupid. yup. got jacked like shit. shall not elaborate.

two main diff between ldc and our normal 60th camp: there is no bag check and there is proper beds with pillows. yup. but their blankets were… nvm. got a oc from 2nd called calvin tan. rocker, tt guy. elaborate later. anyway, went for some gay classes and started planning some shit. went to bed at like, 2. realized tt sembawang actually had reception for my radio/torch. :-). abt to sleep, then hear “bravo, sedia” downstairs. looked down. saw ppl in full u. realized tt the bravo oc was siao.

confused...

sigh. went thru nco council yesterday. suddenly realized that we r gg to take over soon. like, its so sudden. just not thinking abt it and it just creeps up on u. its like, i just wonder who our cs will be, wat he will do. our batch is like, everybody has such a strong will that if the cs doesnt watch out there will definitely be conflict. thinking abt wat i will be also. ss? think dats the most realistic post tt i will get. hope to be at least vice sq-council chairman. yup. just so freaked out by the thought tt within two months we will be in charge of the coy….

sth mentioned during the nco council also worried many of us. damn worried abt it. so few? its like…. just feel tt it wont be very fair to some. just rather worried abt it. ive got the feeling tt after the posts r released many ppl r gg to be sadly disappointed. and this time round it may not be members of just one batch…

just discussing to yyq early this morning abt our cs. as cheekeen said, every Boy wishes to be the cs. its like, everybody just wants in their hearts to be cs and posts such as ss r like n00b. not saying tt im not guilty of thinking all these, but i just feel that the cs will have a freaking hard job

sigh… yq’s batch set a high standard. can we keep it up?

another day out

went out today to "dry run" 45th's hikey. yyq, jd, ky. yup. damn sian. went round and round orchard rd. lah lah lah. nothing eventful happened, except for when those ... nvm ... told us to go botanic gardens. we hiked in to visitors centre. saw noone. called them. at swan lake. tamade. dragged ourselves all the way there, to be blindfolded and shot by water guns. -.-"

then so on and so forth til cineleisure. math. arrggghh took so blardy long to do the qn. y? cos i didnt notice the 'hence'. lol. t3h results of being out of prac. darn. then those hard cores wanted to dota. tried to ask the girls to go too while i stoned. failed. lol.

me noticed sth. when u r late and have to leave by a certain time, play cs. cos the moment u say 'go', it will just take 5 min at most to finish tt round. play dota? time out. extend cos game didnt finish. one hr dragged to two hr. ns. reached home at 9. lol.

next thing, dont lan at meridian when everyone's playing dota. everyone's com lagged, and jd's com suddenly restarted for no apparent reason halfway thru the game. i went out with him to see wats t3h prob, came back in time to see my hero respawning. wat t3h mother fuck! those two cunning bastards....

movie and LAN

went to watch a movie today with geoff, zach, yyq and kean yung. monster in law. darn farny. enjoyed it a shit lot. anyone who wants to watch a movie, go watch it. i guarantee u will laugh ur ass off. yyq got ab cramp from laughing too much.

there must be sth wrong with me. i dun normally piss a lot, but the moment i step itno a cinema, i feel like... pissing. and it doesnt help tt i watch a movie better with a drink beside me. yup. beat my own record. went to t3h toilet like 4 times (according to zach, whom i passed all the time on the way to the toilet)

lunched, then went LAN. most of the time, i was 3rd in frags in a 5 player game. dat roxor. me must get better. :D. then zach asked us to play dota. agreed. ok, i hafta admit it, but DOTA ROX! i think me yyq and kean yung r addicted to it now. yup.

t3h spirit

let muah start with crapping. abt the spirit of t3h ppl around me. let muah see. our batch spirit. bleah. to talk abt it, our batch spirit in general sux. its like, there are a million and one cliches and everyone is prejudiced against everyone else. nvm. let me tok abt the spirit of the sec3 aqers.

lah lah. our spirit is there lah, i guess. quite united in wat we do together, although it is true that at times we do get so blardy pissed off with one another cos we see each other's faces too much. do i need to elaborate? met them like every day of the week last week. damn sian. sigh. but we r gd frens, arent we? yay, keep it up.

ok, i noe wat i have been saying is darn obvious, but realise dat when i am so sian nowadays, i have nothing to blog abt except this nonsense. speaking abt spirit:

花 　 五 月 天

就 狂 舞 如 果 吹 狂 风
就 等 待 放 晴 的 天 空
如 果 雨 越 下 越 大
节 奏 就 更 猛

有 谁 能 听 到 我 心 脏
有 谁 能 听 到 花 绽 放
谁 能 谁 懂 谁 听 见
音 乐 来 自 四 方

当 风 雨 　 都 过 去
迎 着 风 　 看 天 空
不 放 弃
才 能 够 　 有 感 动

这 一 生 　 这 一 次
为 自 己 台 起 头
至 少 要
骄 傲 的 　 盛 开 过

yup. this song has t3h spirit. somemore, its sung by wu yue tian, a band with spirit, man. spirit ish wat we need now, me realises. after fun parade and listening to lk's inspirational speech(refer to ribbrox.blogspot.com), me realises wat we r missing. look at lk when he made dat speech. he really believes in it, he really wants to motivate others. dats t3h spirit dat shld be present in us. when we do things we r like sth so sian and so lethargic. spirit, man, spirit, dats wat we need and want.

toking abt this, wu yue tian is a band with darn lotsa spirit. they rock. its like, i would download their songs if not for that i cant find any of their songs that are small enuf for me to dl (stop sniggering). yup. if u wanna dl, me recommends hua, jue jiang, sun wu kong, chun zheng, chao ren etc etc.

just heard fann wong's new song. i dun care if there r any fann wong fans around here. i will say this. fann wong CANNOT SING!!! her new song is like... dotz. her songs r the exact opp of wat im toking abt.

yeah, i noe my blog lacks a tagboard, songs and links. gimme some time ok?

me ish back

ok... a new blog. cos i feel dat blogspot is better to maintain than my pitas one. its like shit now. this is still a new blog, so there's nothing much to see. nvm. me will do somethings with it soon.

anyway, if u do not noe wat my address means, it means d/dx (axⁿ)= nax^n-1. yup. dats a formula of differentiation, which is under calculus. yeah.