target for cts

chinese: over. who cares?
english: 75
ss: 75
math: 100
chem: 80
phy: 85
bio: 75
hist: 85

eeks. must mug like some toad. sianz la. esp for bio. grrrr. must work hard. haha

dunno y. recently just choking with worries. fine. not recently. just. within the psat 3 hours just had some stupid anxiety attack. worrying abt some stuff. abt cashflow, abt work, abt o lvls, abt this, abt that. lolz. guess it will go off very soon. yeah. shldnt last very long lahz. just made a mental note to pray. yup. msut pray abt it.

just spent the last three days constructively. friday with terence's church rally. yesterday with the guys mugging together. today in my church. although got a lot of work but still feeling very fulfilled. yup.

dunno lahz. just feel rather disappointed in some ppl. yeah. just discovered sth abt some guy. its like, wth? u r in such a position and until recently then i found out that u r actually a ____? dunno wad to say lahz. at first got quite a lot of respect for him. then i found that out abt him, my respect just... not really a lot now lahz. another guy, his msn nick talking abt sth. thought it was talking abt subject A. then appeared that he was talking abt subject B. dunno lahz. just feel like, strange? esp this happened at such a time. initially felt rather happy for him. but after found out that he was actually talking abt subject B, just felt so disappointed. and i thought still got hope. sighz. musnt give up hope. must push on, i guess.

dunno lahz. if life is a sin curve, how come im meeting so much more 270s than 90s?

another hols. yay. finally another day which i can slp until 12+. lolz. but dunno y.... this period just got so much. hw, bb wk, etc etc etc. sianz. like, just today i receieved another burden. it just like, came upon me? just suddenly, at the time i least expected it. from a source where i least expect. sighz. i guess tahts the way it works. like last yr, also the same thing. everytime its always so liddat. but i guess thats the way it works and we just hv to expect it lorz.

sigh. wonder how many ppl can understand wad i mean in this post. how many ppl will actually understand wad i actually mean if i am less vague. but thank god for those ppl i can speak to abt these stuff.

AQ!!!!

aq yesterday. whee. woke up in the morning and ate my banana. went to tampines. did weekend today sudoku to warm my brains up while waiting for the laggers to come. sth was wrong wif the sudoku so i threw it away. :P. took a bus there. while waiting for the bus received an sms from zhaoyu: "hi guys.. relay 8th, open 9th.. gap is abt 20 mins behind.. should be able to catch up..". lolz. was rather worried. got there and stoned. yup.

then was told leg 2 will be an independant leg and we can leave anytime, even b4 the 1st leg came. was very laggy, as i had to do all the crap and din even stretched. so we waited for some time until we left. took teh spastic bumboat to pulau ubin wif this boys team and relay team. was told taht leg 1 was quite easy. hmm. got to pulau ubin, went to basketball court. hmm. was given the log card wif this map of pulau ubin in a ziploc bag too big for it. then due to the screw up-ness of me at taht point in time, i wrote on the ziploc bag instead of the paper. lolz.

the first few chkpts was like, how simple. overtook one million walking teams. lolz. 2nd last chkpt was rather gay. on top of a hill and 1 google paths up it. yup. in the end foudn the way after being cut a million times. sprinted back to jetty like some mad idiots and went back to find joel mugging in subway. grr. then heard the news taht 3rd leg won. by 7 mins. which means they gained 52 mins. IMBA. scaryness.

went tp mall to eat then went binglongs house to bathe. rested until jappy made an angry call to binglong along the lines of:' get ur blardy ass here rite now if u want to take the prize'. lolz. went there and watched the jr prize ceremony finish. talked cock. talked even more cock. then prize presentation. edel yong was damn farny. LOLZ. repelling. then mixed orienteering wif navigation. nvm. shall not be evil.

open got 3rd. we got first. yay.












haha. after 3 yrs of training finally managed to win. yay.

went to dota. sven(me) motred(jiwei) venomancer(zhaoyu) vs morphling(max) witch doctor(jaryl) enchantress(nat) omniknight(joel). max damn unethical lorz. go feed on n00bs. until the extent where 1 lvl 8, zy lvl 1 and jiwei lvl 2. pissed me off so much i bought a BoT and hero hunted. got: BoT, HoT x2, GoH, MoM, relic. in the end counter pushed all 4 of them all the way to base in all 3 lanes. yay.