pre-aq

wah. just today i realised i got hardly energy left in me. eyesight and hearing and alertness all damn screwed due to lack of slp. imser i go liddat thru pulau ubin. sure get lost at this rate one. so i made a resolution. no work AT ALL until sunday. yeah. to ensure that i dun screw up on aq. work how freaking hard for some shit nowadays. whole day hv to cover ppl's asses and all that crap. cant believe my bad luck lorz. whole day kenna ppl for grp work who cant do anything decently. even if they do their part, u hv to go thru what they did and chances r that they screwed up and u hv to redo all of their work. but no more of that until next wk.

wah. just found out that math cct is next mon. so scary... trigo somemore. dotz. later i screw up then i GG. at first yappie told us it was not gg to be held. dotz. after aq somemore.

just realised sth ironic. last time i could take less committments, but din want to. now i want to, but i cannot. dotz. like just realised how deprived my life is now. just discovered my n00bness at calculus now. took how long to finish my pt. (note: i am NOT suaning anyone) things like cell i also neglect like mad. sigh. hope my schedule comes back to normal after aq. then can persue my passions, such as competition maths (i am not jk), GOD, and so on. yeah.

aiyoh. screwed up worship today. boohoo. first time doing it in front of a church lorz. bleah. din for some reason i just started singing the verse tune for the chorus for i worship you almighty god. gg. nvm. singspiration is gg to be handed over to the s3s soon. XD. another load off me. haha

my other cca...

after talking so long abt my involvement in 60th, maybe i shld share my other cca... rimc (math club). yeah. just recently, this sec one sent out a spam email to the rimc egrp talking abt bill gates sharing his fortune and the more ppl u send this email to, the more money u get. damn spam, rite? take a look at the reply of another member of the rimc:

Thanks a lot of it. It is really nice of a lower Secondary student to be spreading this chain mail to everyone for the benefit of those who do not have spare cash with them now.

guess what. that member is an exco member. *gasp*. that exco member is the vice ccal *looks of disbelief*. now for the explanation: the vice ccal of rimc is khoo seng teck.

CHEY.

and the best part of it all: the very same sec1 who sent out that spam email sent out ANOTHER spam email. WHEE. about how u will lose ur frens if u do not send it on. wth.

now do u understand y i have not been seen for a math club training this yr?

farny crap....

saw this trailer while surfing around. damn cool. click here to watch it.

cant wait for it to come out. who wants to watch with me?

can we pls dun do stair climing for trainign yesterday then today come and go for this blardy gay hike with a million uphills? lol. while plotting the mgr, i was like: lol, lol, gg, gg, GG, GG, lol, lol, lol. yeah. damn gay lah. navi was blardy sick also lah. got lost at least 4 times thruout the whole hike. and i normally get lost at most once during a hike. maybe cos my brain not in very gd condition today lorz. sighz.

from mcritchie to bukit timah was rather sianz. nature trails. then go to bukit timah. lolz. go up the first trail, half dead liao. then i told them: that was just the beginning. we r gg up summit hill now. lolz. we were like dead when we trugged onto the summit and saw all the ppl who climb up there for fun. whack them lah. went down this very *er hm* interesting path. yesh. when we finally reached civilization we were damn happy lorz. then i saw the leg 3 startpoint for lsat yr aq. i was like GG. we had just completed leg 3 in reverse. lolz.

after some more urban hiking, which i din get lost, reached king alberts. wah. yizhang told me he and yiquan also got lost during recce. lolz. imba hike lahz

just thought i shld blog abt today. yup. basically abt cell lah. today just went to cell like any other thursday. sorta went in also to take a break from all the mess in my life now. plenty of deadlines to meet. now for bb week, im i/c for sth, sub-i/c for sth else, and 2nd i/c under terence for sth else. lolz. thats like how siao lor. sianz. anyway hopefully this yr bb week can slack. after all, most of my involvement will be during sundays. shldnt be that bad off. :P. but of course theres the planning and the paper work :(

back to the topic. yeah. so after everybody gathered and some introductions, we started worship. worship was very gd. many of us broke down. yupz. really hv to watch myself lorz. hv so much stuff inside me to let out. was just shouting there for goodness noes how long. the longest i hv ever experienced so far. it was just like just being trapped in there, shouting like some mad maniac. like i would never stop. when it finally stopped, i felt relief. for gdness noes how many wks, maybe even mths.

fell refreshed now. at least not as tired as the past few days. sigh. must go back to daily life again... at least now i noe how much nonsense there was in me trying to get out. must watch out for myself.